Most Difficult Time of My Life

[Kokopelli]

@Puppy,
You are right. I got so emotional I could not contain it. It is another knee jerk reaction I can add to my list of things to work on improving. I should've stayed away from her, I could've handled it better. It burned me up inside to not tell her, I folded under the emotional pressure. The thoughts were disturbing me so much that I needed to hear it from her.

I'm calmer now...what do you recommend I do from this point forward? I changed the doorlocks...is that too much?