I am not 'rushing' anything though, I am perfectly happy on my own and need my space. There is no way I am going to get or be hurt again if I can possibly help it. I wasn't / am not looking for a relationship, merely going with the flow.
Another odd thing, there is no 'rush' of a new realtionship about it, I can't really explain myself. Maybe I have DB'd myself that well that I am just happy whatever?!
However, I really do apprecaite you guys and what you say and of course will listen. Thanks, you are all wonderful