I dont know if anyone will remember me. Its been about 3-4 months since I have been on here.
I abruptly quit posting due to my husband finding and registering to this site in the newcommers forum. At that point in time..I was totally unsure of what I was going to do whether to accept him back and forgive or continue down our seperate paths.
It honestly did not take long, I welcomed him back into my home and family..purely out of love. We have been married 19 years and he truely is the love of my life.
I had been contemplating coming on and telling everyone we were doing well and living life one day at a time....
SURPRISE!
After almost 4 months of everthing fine, he just did not come home...Said he thinks of her and has feelings for her. Said something was missing with us.
Needless to say, I am sick and devistated. But, not at the desperate stages I was last summer. I reached a point of strength that I amazed myself.
She has accepted him back and he is "on her couch". Who knows..
I guess I am here for support through these next phases. I love him and want to help him heal, but I know he will not come home. I honestly think he is crazy right now. How does one person change on a dime so quickly..with no warning.
