stella: dancing in limbo

[stella_k]

Dear Snodderly,

thank you so much for your post.

Yes, my H sounds a lot like yours. Exactly like yours.

And I don't know if I'm ready for the fall out. I wish there was something else I could do, but right now I see that it's getting worse every day. I only mentioned R talk because H seems to respond to them. When I act as if nothing is wrong, he becomes more of an alien, probably he's provoking me to get me to react.
I also think he starts missing me when he's with OW and vice versa. Is it too simple an explanation?

He just called to tell me that he's not coming home , he's planning to work on his project at night. He's having an important presentation tomorrow, so I believe he's telling the truth. He promised to call me in the morning.

I guess, it gives me additional time to think it over.

I'm scared of the fall out, to tell you the truth...