It's very hard not feeling as though there is no chance.
Now today she is being totally nice and friendly to me, like she finally got it off her chest, ya know.
She also told me that a month ago when she told me she wanted a separation she was not even considering a divorce, but now as time has gone on she is feeling as though that is the only way to go more and more.
How should I frame that in my mind?
I don't even know how to be around her now.
She even came in the living room this morning and was showing me a new shirt she bought and ask me how it looked on her. How am I supposed to respond?
Ya see, she looks better now than she has since we met when I had just turned 21 and she just turned 19. She has lost so much weight and is taking such great care of herself. She never cared or bothered to until last year. in addition, she has been growing her hair out, she had been getting it cut real short for several years, i love long hair and she knows it. She even told me today that she wants to grow it really long, i think I slipped into the ZONE for a few seconds because she said I was just staring off into space. She asked me what I was thinking, what I was thinking was why are you only making these changes now that you want to leave me, why didn't you want to grow your hair out and take care of your health before?
I just don't know how to be or respond when she talks to me about how she looks and the changes in her dressing style, etc.
