At the moment I'm busy preparing for yet another R talk. I'm done with pretending games and I'm going to tell him that I love him very much but I don't see any effort from him and I can see that he's very unhappy and does his best not to spend time with me. I have nothing to lose. I haven't slept for a week, I've got the hollow feeling in my stomach back, I cannot concentrate on anything and I'm sick of him coming home to me as late as possible and running out as early as possible as if it is the last place on earth he wants to be. And not talking to me or looking at me while he's here. Not my idea of reconnection.
I love him, so I better let him go.
And once he's gone I'm going to GAL for real.
(((all)))
I ask not for a lighter burden, but for broader shoulders ____________________________________________________ M 46 H 45 D 17 M/T 23 Bomb #1 (ILYBNILWY) 12.06 Bomb #2 (OW) 12.07 Bomb #3 (chose OW over M) 9.08
