My biggest problem in this whole mess is that he does know how to push my buttons and I do react...that's what I have to get a grip on....I will try walking away from my phone and not responding to him or calling him...you're right I need to turn the tables...it's time....the light is out...I'm going dark....
BND.....all my friends always say,"wait til you actually start dating someone or if your H sees you with another male, it will hit home"...with my H...if you could have heard it in his voice...He was so sure of everything...right down to shaking a new man's hand....crazy...then you start thinking of just a few years ago we were redoing our home and laughing and mother's day was wonderful...then boom he snapped...It's crazy...
TOH....what makes it harder is my S11...he is always asking if he is going to see his dad and it breaks my heart to always say I dont' know...so I end of texting H to see if he can take him for a night...he misses his dad....and he's at that age where he really needs him...my dad has been spending more time with him though since he is home sick....that's always nice...my dad is a great grandpa....words can't express the love I have for my dad...
Treese
H 49 M 45 D 23, D17, S12 M 25 T 31 01/07 OW H at my door w/proof Bomb ILYBINILWY 06/07 Sep 01/08 headed for the greener grass, Mar08.B#2H has child who is 9 11/08 pos.paternity
