Glam, Your h still has a bit of anxiety and stress going on in his life. He's still not "matured" enough to handle it yet. You did the right thing getting off the phone when he was spewing.
I'm sorry to hear about the job situation. Hopefully something will come along very soon. Glam, you are a very resourceful woman and will think of something to do for income. Sit quietly and the answers will come.
Please be careful w/St. John's Wort. I had read some negative things about it a while back. You may want to do a search on it.
I hope everything goes well today.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
