It's Complicated! Part 4

[glamgirl]

Thanks Snodderly for stopping by, you have such great words of wisdom. I am doing fine. Just spent the weekend with the kids watching movies.

H has been a bit mad, spewing as usual. I did something that my h didn't like, so instead of kindly discussing it with me, h has gotten nasty and disrespectful. Each time though I have immediately gotten off the phone. That would be a 180 for me. I just very politely say h I need to go, have a good evening, see you tomorrow.

Trying to keep a PMA about my life and where it's headed. It looks like another family has moved in across the street from us. I can't help but get down when I see all these families sticking it out. It just makes me sad for my own situation and my children. Our kids are old enough to realize their dad doesn't live with us and want to know why.

Things are going to get tougher when h and I are both out of work, but trying not to focus on that at the moment. Our mortgage is paid for today and we have food and for the most part we are healthy and happy.

I didn't exercise all week last week. I am still getting used to the time change, but hopefully I can do better this week.

H will be here today, but I have no idea when. I just pray that he doesn't start his spewing with me again. I don't know how much more of that I can take. I am going to start taking St Johns Wart and 5 htp for my mild depression again, I do find it helps. I didn't take it all week this week and think that is why I am slightly off and can't get focused.

We will see what the day brings.