It's Not Like on T.V.

[Purple]

Separation for me was better. I needed to work out who I was and discover that I was indeed a more than capable mother.

I just don't fancy doing it on my own for the rest of my life. I would like more kids but I'll be damned if I settle for second best efforts any more.

My h moved out (sorta kinda at my request) after having a very short affair. Things went waaaay down hill for approximately 18 months. Things are on the up now but I feel frustrated that there is no real commitment happening and that maybe we aren't meant to be together after all.