I thought I was over all this. I expected some pangs of sadness but this is worse than I thought it would be. Not sobbing, just tears and a sense of loss and anger.
Why did you do this to us? If it was really that bad why didn't you tell me? The problems could have been solved, but I don't think the trust can be rebuilt after all the cheating and lying and lack of true remorse. Despite your letter, perhaps you don't really want to fix it anyway. You're certainly not acting like you do.
I don't know what I want. I don't know if I'm just missing my vision of the future or if I miss that you won't be a part of it. I'm trying to focus on a new, exciting future. Not necessarily a better one, but a different one.
I know life isn't fair. I know life is pain and anyone who says differently is selling something. That doesn't mean I have to like it.
Last edited by pearlharbr; 03/15/0907:44 AM.
If you love somebody, set them free. http://tinyurl.com/2empx2g
