Most Difficult Time of My Life

[Kokopelli]

Well not good. Wife left about 20 minutes after I came back. It has been eating at me. I went to see where she could have went and didn't find her at any usual places. Walked back in the door about 20 minutes ago and the garage light was still on, she just pulled in. She said HI! How was the BBQ?...I directly asked if she was having an affair, which she strongly denied. She even asked if I thought she would do something like that, which I responded, I didn't use to think so, but I have no clue who you are anymore. So I wouldn't put it past you. Then the can got opened about the relationship. She said I don't need to concern herself with what she's doing or who she's with. "I'm not in any relationship, and not looking to be in one for a long time" she continued.

I told her I thought she was wrong for not accepting her mistakes in our relationship and that she has been harboring resentment for me over all these years. She agreed with the resentment, and laughed about me saying she had any fault in problems. "I'm a lover, not a fighter, I don't want to argue anymore about this relationship."

She then went to say one of us needs to move out because we can't continue this way. I said I'll move out this week. She pushed for a date, I said when I feel like it. Not good. She then said she will be moving out ASAP. I screwed up big time. I should've kept my mouth shut, but I couldn't! Lots of tension now, all the good that was building has been removed.