I was good last night, but sad today with anxiety about 'what have I done'. I think her A has blinded her towards our R, and definitely skewed the facts about who was 'controlling' in the marriage. She may regret it all someday when she finally wakes up, but my latest over-reaction has set in motion a faster pace to our divorce.
Ironically, it's helping me to re-focus on GAL and not obsessing as much, but at what cost?
H40 (me) W34 (WAW) S6 T11 M10
Feb09: Need a break bomb Mar09: I moved to apartment to GAL, PMA, NMMNG Apr09: WAW 'dating' OM at work, positive around me lately.
