I am the same way tonight. I'm having a tear feast tonight :-). I also can't believe it at times. It's strange being here all by myself having little communication with my H. I feel like part of my life disappeared.... Just thought I'd let you know I know how you're feeling.

Hope tomorrow is better!

Me:28, first M
H: 33, second M
Married: 08/08
Bomb: 10/08
H filed D and deployed: 12/08
Served: 04/09
I deploy: 07/09
Hearing date: 08/09