Welcome to the world of living with chemistry (for me, it's Ambien...get it, use it, do not make calls when you've taken it-you won't remember what you said and you'll regret it. Get in bed with a magazine, take it, and sleep.)
Keep up what works which you have yet to discover, and stop changing directions, b/c that is NO direction.
You can do this and you know what? You have to do this. So that's that. (( j ))
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016