1.) didn't eat very well today... 2.) feel a sense of loss of power 3.) dry cleaning guy came to house this morning to get curtains and clothes to clean off the soot 4.) buying a new furnace next week $$$ 5.) no sign of A...3 weeks tomorrow 6.) friend, E, invited me to dinner tomorrow night with other couples a.) she said that they all like me (big whoop) 7.) helped my parents a little today 8.) did rest of laundry 9.) looking for a dress or skirt outfit tomorrow 10.) will call A to say 'hi' about next Tuesday(ish) 11.) miss him a whole bunch a lotta 12.) the books are making me anxious to see A 13.) feeling helpless (can't help it!) a.) praying a lot
