Hi. I'm new on this board, but I can somewhat understand how you feel. I posted my situation on here today. My h and I will be filling out the d papers this coming week. It makes me feel ill and I also have sleep problems. It still hurts, even if you are expecting it or know that it's probably for the best. I can imagine how you are feeling. Be strong.
"Success is the sum of small efforts, repeated day in and day out." Robert Collier
"One's best success often comes after their greatest disappointments." Henry Ward Beecher