I really needed that reminder. It is so easy to get caught up in the emotions of this whole thing. I went and picked up a ring today that I had engraved "Trust the Universe". It is to remind me that I have no control over this and I have to let go and let.
I am going out to a school fundraiser tonight and I have a new dress and am getting a new haircut and my nails done so I will feel very good about myself. W is going to be there too and I am going to act "as if" it will be a fabulous night and have a blast.
Me-38 W-44 D8 & D6 together '95, Wed '97, Bomb 11/18/08 Still in same house