(((FitChik))) Thanks for your words of encouragement. W and kids are away skiing this weekend, so it's particularly hard, as that was one of our favorite family activities.
I'm trying hard to detach, but honestly I feel like it would be easier to lose an arm or leg than to lose my family this way. I'm praying for strength, patience, courage and discipline to make the changes in myself that I need to make, and I'm praying for a miracle in W's heart because I know only God can make it happen.
I appreciate your and everybody here's support and prayers.