You are the BOMB! I don't expect I will even wanna know what thehell she decided and why...Honest.
"What IS important is that you and your wife see your future the same way and want the same things, going forward....that's it."
I guess that is the ultimate goal. right now we obviously don't. I need to ask you, sleeplessness, I have suffered from it before, but the past month, it is brutal. did you suffer from this? It is a little far down the line for me to be waking subconsciously over this situation...
Oh, by the way, my xpectation of hearing from her regarding my text, got it. "Thanks for asking!" is what she wrote. No text vomit back. I will let it ride. Would you consider antything like that a sign? i mean both me asking how she was, her responding, and me expecting it and seeing it....The Lord works in mysterious ways....I have no signs, so , nevermind, not a sign, just being polite....I have plans to not sit on my A$$ tonite and watch TV alone. I find I don't want to sit home as much lately which is a huge sign for me. I feel absolutely great today, thank you. the conversation with my cousin about why I have been alone and your posting to me with regard to me being a little too full of myself has put me back wher eI wanna be. Day 9, getting stronger. I will not count the text against me as i initiated it. Love ya babe, need to keep the battle in front, no looking back now, we are too far into it.
I DIDN'T CHOOSE THIS BATTLE, BUT BY GOD'S WILL, I WILL WIN IT EITHER WAY!!!!!
