I understand what you are saying Ali, but you have to realize this:

I vent on these boards. What I portray to ex is quite the opposite.

I thanked him for calling and putting daughter on the phone.

I also texted him the morning after, thanking him again.

If I did not vent my feelings, I would die. This I believe is one of the reasons this board was designed.

Me: 46 H:44
Together: 25 years
Married: 20 years
Separated: 11-30-06 Divorced 12-21-07
OW: EA began 2005
PA began end of 2006
3 children,20, 16, 6
ex asked for forgiveness
01/16/11