WAW - Very confused and devestated - pt 5

[confusedinpa]

Thanks Stuck,

I guess that's one thing that is going hold me back on my orange belt. I still need some reassurance that I'm handling it right and heading down the right path.

It just feels odd being detached, as part of the issue in the past as that she felt that I was detached and didn't care. I think I'm begining to see that the empathy and compassion type of detachment is different from the feel no emotion detachment that I had when I was depressed.

So much more to learn and feel. I do feel like I'm raising the bar everyday vs. burying it during the first several weeks.

Thanks for the feedback and encouragement