I would love to ask him those types of questions. It would not get me anywhere though! Denial Denial Denial is all I would get. He is not there yet. He may never be.
I am bound and determined though to make something wonderful out of this mess, no matter what.
If it means a new and improved me, than great.
Even if he does not come back..
I will have gained something.
I know my relationship with God is much stronger...
that alone is huge.
I refuse to be a victim...
especially his victim.
No way.
Me: 46 H:44 Together: 25 years Married: 20 years Separated: 11-30-06 Divorced 12-21-07 OW: EA began 2005 PA began end of 2006 3 children,20, 16, 6 ex asked for forgiveness 01/16/11
