Now that I have had several days to think things through, I now know it was miscommunication, something we obviously have to still work on.
I am still dealing with other issues though. How do I let go of some of the pain I still carry from when he wanted a separation/divorce ? How do I know he won't ask for this again any day at any time ?
Even though I had no proof of an affair and he denies one, I get such an anxious feeling whenever he wants to get together with the Guys or whenever I can't reach him on the cell. I do trust him, but theses feeling creep back every time.Can I get over these feelings?
Me:43 H:43 T:20 YRS M:15 YRS Bomb: 6/9/08 Bomb#2 7/6/10 Served with papers at work 7/13/10 DD:14, DD:11