Yes GFI, I feel an idiot for wanting an R with him..but why send your ex a thoughtful present and card in the post (especially when you are NOT the kind of guy to manage doing stuff like that for your own family/best friends, or if you did, its a big effort) when you are seeing someone else...wouldnt he realise that would mess with my head ???
It was sad to read his words, truth of sort that he has chosen to not share with me for the past year+. He said:
"bet you'll have a good time tonight, kinda wish i was there (between you and me..)"
Then when he was invited along, he replied:
"can't mate - wouldn't be right (unfortunately!)."
...so thats huge!! He left me! He has a gf! But.. he wishes he was with me that night??? (and he doesnt mean, just as a friend right) but why.. 'kinda' ?...why that caveat? and if kinda, then why ..unfortunately???
and why wouldnt it be right?? Is she that important then? Clearly.
So.. why make the effort to send his ex of 15+ months a present and card and text her ON HER BD at 9.20 pm, whilst I am in the restaurant, but.. doenst reply to my email from Monday, or answer or return my call. This is all driving me mad, I cant take much more, its too hard. I need closure from him. Or a chat with K!
