Ok h had an interview that went really well. The company will be making a decision next week.

I have been talking with h daily. He even asked one day if I was mad at him. I laughed and said NO h. Not sure where he got that at. I don't think in years that he has been concerned if I was mad.

He has been really busy with his job and last night we were talking and he said he was going to be busy all weekend. It's hard since that means we won't see h again for another weekend. His job is ending, but he still puts 150% into it, which is hard for me to understand. He started to get nasty on the phone. I am so proud of myself, instead of taking it or addressing I just said h I have to go, have a nice evening. He hung up. I need to address his disrespect in C.

That is the part that is difficult for me. He wants all this respect, but does he think I don't deserve the same? Oh well todays a new day and I am meeting a friend for lunch. It will be nice to have some adult convo and forget about all that is on my plate right now.

That's it nothing much to report. I wish I could say my h is closer to moving home, but that is not the case.


Me 50
H 42
S 22
S 9
D 7
M 12
T 17
H moved out 8/2006
H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks
H moved home 5/2011 for good

"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"