Great to see you too! I've been occasionally checking in, but have only found BND and once in a while, Snodderly, but that seems to be all the names I recognized.
As for my Faith, it certainly has been shaken, I seem to be at odds with all that is going on. I've hit the end of my endurance, my strength has become my weakness. I just don't understand how my situation has continued in such a manner, I can no longer watch my children suffer, both now clearly depressed.
Dick has become ruthless, not caring how much pain he causes the children, as long as he continues to appear (to the court) as the victim, along with the always concerned and caring Father. With everything he has done, he has successfully been able to focus the blame on me, as IF I had been the one who has done the things he has done.
Right now, Dick has residential custody, although, he doesn't have the children in California with him, he left them behind in Kansas, with two separate families... not paying any support, and now the court believes I am unstable, both emotionally and financially..... oh, the best part, he was able to read my psychological evaluation, then while on the stand, stated it read that I was a pathological liar.
I have two hours, two days a week where I'm able to visit the children, have the court services people inspect my house if I am to bring them to my home, and IF I want to see them any other time, I have to be supervised..... do you know what it's like to see your children, but not be able to hug them?
No, I don't have any happy ending here... although my Son is counting down the days until he is 18, which 7 months away. My Daughter has another year after that, but her relationship with her Father is a bit better than my Son's.... but of course, she hasn't lived with him, like my Son has, she hasn't seen him in action like he has. My Son says he won't have anything to do with him once he turns 18... he also plans on calling Dick one minute after midnight on his 18th birthday and telling Dick what he thinks of him.... LOL.
Well... I have to run. Lots of things to accomplish today.
Great to see you again... you take care!
Blessings,
Love, Laughing
Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you.........
