What's next???? The adventure continues!!!

[AFWAW]

Actually, I feel stronger. I have come to the conclusion that if she doesn't want to forgive me then I can't make her and while I will wait for a while if she was to come back then she would have to forgive me to make this work. Last night was about concentrating on my daughter. I think my D13 should know that the wife won't forgive me--at least it makes her feel like it isn't her fault that her mom left her. If anything, I would rather her blame me than the wife. Did that happen? No, she wants to know why mommy can't forgive me? A valid question I feel as no one is perfect.

And as far as my need to know regarding the wife's decision to leave, I think you're wrong. The reason being that if she decides to come home(which doesn't look promising at this point)I will do my best not to repeat past transgressions and if she doesn't I have a powerful lesson that I have learned and hopefully will not repeat in the future. The funny thing is, I don't even feel like crying now. I feel incredibly sorry for my wife and hurt for my daughter because of this. I will continue to be positive for my daughter and hope and pray that my wife can find forgiveness in her heart and make her way home before she misses out on what could have been as I love her with all me heart.