Now, we both are scared to say this is the end because it will mean, we are entering the next phase of our lives, a phase where we will no longer be able to accuse each other for our unhappiness...
You're sad right now, Kalni mou, everything is about to change for you, but you're going to make yourself happy, and very soon, too!
After all that suffering one looks at the debris of former life and wonders: is THAT what has kept me miserable and in pain for such a long time? I did my best and sacrificed a year, or two, or more, trying to save that life and it just wasn't possible. Am I willing to sacrifice even more?
Or am I ready to move on and BREATHE?
It is not exactly what's happening in my life right now, but I'm having such thoughts, and more often recently. What does it take to finally cut off the festering limb and start healing, why should it be so hard?
((((Maria mou))))
I ask not for a lighter burden, but for broader shoulders ____________________________________________________ M 46 H 45 D 17 M/T 23 Bomb #1 (ILYBNILWY) 12.06 Bomb #2 (OW) 12.07 Bomb #3 (chose OW over M) 9.08
