Slowly but surely - detach and 180

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So weird night. W is really super pissed off tonight. She told me that 1) her survivor group with OW has been permanently canceled and 2) She was told by 2 people today that there is a rumor at school that she has had affairs with 3 different teachers.

So #1 made me think that maybe she and OW had a falling out and that is why she is so pissed.

#2 She apparently thinks I started the rumor. I swore that I did not and that I wouldn't. And if I had started a rumor it would have been about OW not some other random teachers. She seemed to be satisfied with that. And I really did not start any rumors. It is ironic thought since they aren't that far off because she is having an affair with someone at school.

So friend that told me about affair told me the W really is paranoid and really thinks I started the rumor. She said she wants to get the F$ck out of this house so she doesn't have to see me on a daily basis. Other than this rumor thing we have been getting along fine. She has been mostly nice even. I try to tell myself that it is the guilt talking and such but who knows. Also if OW did dump her she could be taking that out on me.

I so need to stop trying to analyze what she is thinking. I never get it right. lol