Day 7 today. I have not heard from her or seen her. I have heard about her from my kids, but nothing worth mentioning. Blues have come and gone. focused on the prospect of a new job and another new beginning, this one much more positive than the last. I see many new beginnings in my future, sadly, none of it with W, as of right now. But with each day comes a new verse. god will do what god will do, if it is meant to be, then it will be, if 30+ years was a waste, then it was a hard lesson learned. I am used to getting hard lessons in life, seems to be the only way I learn sometimes. Can only be kicked so many times before you kick back...Dark is working for me, not for my M/R, but for me. I cannot remember her face or her voice, nothing. Soon, she will be a distant memory, it is sad to think of it that way, but that time is coming quick. If I don't see or hear from her in a year, I doubt it will bother me...Again, sad....30+ years and this is what I have to show for it...Anyway, Day 7 looking forward to a good weekend, Corned Beef and cabbage dinner sunday with the kids, really like the sunday dinner thing, makes me very happy..
