Ok

So I've been thinking about my last post.

I know I'm such an idiot.

I am totally contradicting what I said I was going to do.

I said I don't want to talk to him - he is having an affair.

He has not ended the affair and yet I texted him to tell him I passed my exam?

Even if I did that, I should not have answered his phone call.

Puppy, don't give up on me.

I have a really hard time being a harsh person.

But I know it's best for me.

If he calls me, I won't sly dial him and I won't respond. Unless he's calling to tell me that "He's taken care of business" like he said he was going to do. And in that case I will have researched this transparency plan.

That's all for now.

Like I said, Puppy, don't give up on me yet.


M:36
H:36
M 3 Y
T 8 Y
No kids
Bomb 6/30/08
PA
I filed 9/29/09
D final 1/22/2010