Life after exposure

[Still Waters]

Thanks ECJay and Uncool. It has taken an enormous amount of strength (and prayers) for me to stick it out like I have. Even my W's sisters have told me that I don't deserve this and should pack it in. But I'm still here, standing strong for my marriage. I will always look back on the months before the bomb with regret that I wasn't able to see the warning signs. But I am determined to never have to do the same for the months following the bomb. When the s&*t hit the fan, I stood and fought.

But I won't fight forever. Right now I have a July 4th deadline in my mind. If my W doesn't commit to working on our R by then, I will file. Depending on how things go, that date might move up. But that's what I'm working with now.