Hey Lisa! I agree with Beth..I am interested to know how you feel, its not obvious.. BUT.. if you are ok, and coping and feeling good (you sound good!) then all power to you and in fact.. lucky you!
I feel you are in a rut with CEO.. you were trying to reconcile with H until the new year werent you? And getting closer to CEO all last year, but in a controlled way.. so someone needs to break the impasse !! As I said before, I vote for getting squiffy with him and fessing up you find him attractive. If you alreayd tried this and it didnt work, then.. I dont know ! Although, working together is perhaps the sticking point for him?
As for H.. wow... did you never ask him WHY he left then and if he is now happy? If yuo are as close as yuo say you are and not bothered about him so much anymore (as you dont sound emotionally affected by him)... then I dont know how you are resisting having a 'closure' convo! Although, again, perhaps you have done and I missed it !!
So great to 'see you' here again and to be able to keep up with your developments and see things flourishing for you. You seem to have survived and more than survived in fact!
Al xxx
Me:40! H:37 Together: 12yrs IDLY & left 11/07 ADs 03/08 OW 8/08 Reconciled 05/09 now married! my thread