1.) Work is going well 2.) a lot of things going on right now that stress me a.) feel tired b.) need to make appt. to see all dr.s from head to toe
3.) I saw friend, E, at lunch a.) I told her that I didn't hear from R to get together b.) She responded with a myriad of gossip stories (one of which was something about A & his friend, M. She told me that she heard they are spending a lot of time together. c.) truth or not, my stomach turned but I had a smile on my face. rrrrrrrrrrr
4.) I can't help but review my actions and words that last time I saw him or the time before. a.) did I say too much? b.) did I make a silly remark? c.) did I make a silly grin? d.) was I too serious, too silly? e.) should I have worn a dress instead of black jeans? f.) did I do the wrong thing by trying to mirror him? g.) is he truly busy? h.) did E talk to him about me? hmmmmm? I don't trust anyone. i.) is M getting to him?
I can't help this...they are just my thoughts.
5.) I miss him. I was reading that many times the way that men sort out their feelings is by distancing. I don't understand this.
She told me that she heard they are spending a lot of time together.
