Today I got the final D papers in the post. I was very sad. It hurt but it didn't hurt as much as when I received them the first time two months after H left.
The strange thing was that H called me very early in the morning telling me that he has some medical problems and needs to see a doctor. He asked me whether I did the thing for him I was supposed to do. He sounded very unhappy. - He does not know yet that the D is final.
I was glad that I had organized something for tonight so I did not think about the D too often. I went to an annual event of the social club of which I sometimes attend the monthly meetings. It was fun and I am getting to know a few people.
Yesterday I thought I should write one more time to "my sailor" asking him if he is still interested in seeing me or not anymore. I was surprised to receive an email from him just before I went out saying that he only just received my e-mail and that he would like to meet me but he is going away for the weekend and that he would call me.
Since I already had some other plans for Friday I had to tell the guy who wanted to see me on that day. Now that was cancelled but unfortunately, the guy already made other plans in the meantime. I should see him either Sunday or then some time next week.
On Saturday I will meet yet another guy who doesn't live far away from me. He likes to go hiking.
