I honestly don't know. I have been at times going over the conversation in my head. Maybe I pushed to much, maybe I should have waited. Maybe he agreed to what I asked cause he really just wanted me to go away........ ?? It's all so frustrating and sad.

Thank you all so much for the support. I appreciate it more than you will ever know. I have to think here, and decide what my next move is, if there is one.....etc.........
Ill be back

thanks again