I feel like I may be spending too much time on here but it seems to be one of the few things I am getting comfort from.
Right now it's hard on you, so use whatever support you can to get by. Don't feel bad about being here a lot, the time will come when you are ready to move on.
I am still here and I have no regrets. It helps me focus on keeping up my changes. There are much worse websites to waste time on, that's for sure.
Spellfire aka Mike
"Women do not like controlling men. They respect and are attracted to men who control themselves. They ultimately are repelled by men who allow themselves to be controlled." -S&A