I've had time to think things through and I over-analyzed things. I think I was just so frustrated with everything. It caught me off guard because its been a while since Abby acted this way but I do think there was a connection with Abby's mom gone on her b-day and my girlfriend being there. Abby was taking out her anger on us. But at the same time it was Abby's idea to want her over. She even wanted her to have a "sleepover" which she's done a few times.
After I posted, Abby was just so depressed. I felt so bad about how sad she looked. I'm sure she was sad because she got so mad earlier and doesn't understand it. I let her sleep with me which I normally don't do.
Also, I let ex's "vacation" interfere. She's on vacation and that should be it, but knowing that she went to Disneyland without Abby clouded my thoughts. I can't do that.
Thanks Gypsy for chiming in. Your thoughts are well received.
Joe
M 35 W 28 D 4
Bomb 4/28/08 Found out about PA 05/14/08 Separated 5/25/08 (not legally)