What was most interesting for me during this roller coaster ride is last nite, my 7 year old said soemthing about me acting differently. I asked him in a good way or bad way.

He said whole heartedly in a good way.

I jokingly asked if he wanted me to go back to the way I was.

He laughed and said no way!

It is really a good reminder that the 180 (or awakening is what I call it) is not for the wife, but it is for you and the people around you.

Me 41
WAW 36
S 3&7
M 10 yrs
W files D 1/9/09
W moves out 4/18
Lost job 6/15
New job 7/27
Disc PA 8/10 (started Nov 2008!)
Confronted 8/11
Admits PA & appologies for hurt 9/11
Lost Job 11/13