Wondering how to handle things

[kissak]

Mishka...how can you say that your H is absolutely right??? Dont let him win on that!

I however still stay confused over my H's actions. I try to place no meaning on them, but however at times i cant help it.

This morning he texted me. Then called me later to let me know how come he hadnt talked to me today..Said he went on a rescue call. I already knew that, but let him tell me anyway. He let me know it was some of his family in an accident. But they were ok.

THen about an hour later, he stopped by my shop. I was a little surprised. He never stops to see me, even when we were together.

Of course not much was said...soon after he walked in the door, my mother came into the shop. So, he left after a few minutes. Then texted me to say that I seemed surprised he had stopped by....i just replyed "kinda". Then he texted back "U smiled too".

Oops...I did smile...but what on earth is he trying to prove? I hear the vaccumn sucking quite hard! I also know that he would love to be intimate with me. Said he misses "all of me". Ugh....so is he trying to suck up and be nice to me thinking i will give into his needs? I dont think so!! For as bad as I want to give in at times....I havent in a while.

Not gonna happen now. I already told him that.

Funny, i had a guy come into the shop that i know today...said that there was gonna be a game on today...said I would miss the soaps....I told him that I didnt watch the soaps anymore....told him MY life was a better soap opera than what I see on TV....lol.

*sigh*