I think the "give-up" blues is circulating today. I'm reading so many posts with people feeling like its all a waste of time. I'm there with all of you. Last night my MIL told me that H went by with his "family" on Saturday, OW's daughter and his son. It all just made me so mad and really hurt again. He has totally moved on with his family. I then I feel like doing the math, it's me alone and with OW there are three people, which includes his blood - his son. I'm am truly just wasting my time. I really can't believe that this is where we have come after 15 years. Sometimes I laugh that when I met H, OW was 9 years old. Who would have thought this 9yo would have come and broke us up. I know ending us was H's decision but I also know OW played a big part.
Again this morning I was thankful for the people on this board that made me not call H earlier this week. I would have totally regretted that. Obviously I am running after a man that doesn't want to be with me. I feel like such a fool. In my own depressed state I sometimes feel like OW and her friends must be laughing at me. There is my H doing so much for her, loving her and her children and there I am like the fool running after him.
Anyway, since the runaway blues is circulating I wanted to share the daily motivation I got today via email. It gave me some encourgement and I hope it does the same for someone else today.
There's Nothing too Hard for Him Today's Scripture "Is any thing too hard for the LORD?..." (Genesis 18:14, KJV). Today's Word from Joel and Victoria In Genesis, God promised Sarah that she was going to have a child. At first she didn’t believe it. She thought she was too old. She thought her time had passed. But do you know what God said to her? He simply asked, “Sarah, is there anything too hard for the Lord?” I believe God is saying the same thing to us today. “Is there anything too hard for Me?” Do you think your dreams are too big for God to bring to pass? Do you think that a relationship is too far gone for God to restore it? Do you think you have to just live with sickness the rest of your life? Get a new vision today because there is nothing too hard for God! God is saying today, “I am all-powerful. I can turn any situation around.” It doesn’t matter what things look like in the natural, we serve a supernatural God. The Amplified version puts it this way, “Is there anything too wonderful for the Lord?” The next time you think, “That’s just too good to be true,” remember, God wants to bless you beyond your wildest dreams. Take the limits off and dare to believe that He has wonderful things in store for you! A Prayer for Today Heavenly Father, I choose to trust You with my whole heart. I know there is nothing too hard for You. Help me to stand strong in faith and keep me close to You all the days of my life. In Jesus’ Name. Amen.
