First of all thanks for all of the support. I am able to view this all from a detached point of view. We are getting along now better than we have in a long time. Focusing on the kids and being great co-parents. Many would disagree with me here but I am going to file and complete the D.
She is just too unstable financially and I need to be able to take care of my kids. She needs to feel what it is to truley be responsible for herself. She may very well be in a fog or MLC. I just know I need to not be M to her while she goes through this, whatever and wherever it takes her.
I haven't given up on her but I will need to be Divorced but not Done guy. I told her a couple days ago that she probably won't always feel this way. I also told her I was going down my own path. I said that if she ever had thoughts in the future about a future together I hoped that she wouldn't be too proud to approach me about it. I said I couldn't guarantee where I would be at but I left the door open for her in theory..
At this point I am completely dropping the rope and finishing the D. We will then see what the future holds.. God is central to my life and I pray that his will be done here. However it turns out.
V
***Getting up every day and learning to breathe in a new me. For me and my children***
Me: 43 W: 38 SD-15 S(s): 12,9,7 Separated-2/14/2009 My sitch
