The Flames are Still Rising....

[blindsided1]

Yes, good words FG...all of you. I have been really good about the FB thing. I don't look...haven't for a couple days. Thought about it, but stopped. I don't text him....even when I don't hear from him for days on end. I used to. Not anymore.

I fear that I am becoming bitter. Not so much because he left me...but, because he completely left my life and doesn't want any part of me anymore. This hurts because I don't feel like I did anything to deserve it.

As far as solid ground...I was telling someone yesterday that lately...I have felt better about myself, more confident and more attractive than I did even before H and I got M.

I know he's gearing up for the baby. That's why I am staying faaaarrrrr away.