Oh, please dry your eyes. You are under a lot of strain. Funny how we did the parenting with our H at home and it all seemed so much easier(even when we did the majority of it). It sounds as if you need a few days just to yourself. Just to recollect yourself. It happens to everyone, so no need to feel bad.
Do you think d13 could maybe stay with the friend on Friday night instead? Ring the parents and see. Just slow down and take one step at a time. If you don't stop and take care of yourself a bit who is going to be there for your lovely children? You are doing a good job, just a bit overwhelmed.
hugs, kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory
