Alright, so I'm going to hi-jack here. In an earlier post someone said to STOP ALL TALK ABOUT THE RELATIONSHIP....who wants to be around someone who only brings up the negative. That's me. That's my consistent back slide. I'll do awesome for a week or so or even longer. Then he'll do/say something that pisses me off and then I talk about the relationship and even hear my DB mind screaming STOP STOP STOP and I can't. And that's when he'll say "I'm not married....haven't felt married for months...." Or as I get even more nutty I'll ask "Are you going to file?" And he says something in the vein of "As soon as we can afford it." So this happened last night and then we fought this morning on the phone and via text which he hates. So help. I'm in a back slide--what now? I have to quit doing this. I have to quit doing this.
