Trying flirting on for size!

[ACJ]

Thank you Virginia,

I have a lot of faith in you. You are a fab woman

I really can't tell you what this means to me right now. Although I must admit I'm struggling to believe it.

180s were useless. H won't have D13 as surprisingly he is going away for the weekend (again). I am so angry and frustrated I don't know what to do with myself. I just have this overwhelming sense of defeat! I know that sounds stupid and self centred but that's the way it is.

All I'm asking for is for H to take his share of the responsibility that parenthood brings. For over 3yrs I've had the burden of all of the childcare. Again that word burden probably makes me sound incredibly selfish but right now that's how I feel about it. I'm suffocating under all this responsibility and stress and I really don't know what to do next.

It's a good job there is only me in the office today as I can't stop crying.