Hi mind is missing. Remember, he was abducted by an alien.
Focus on that business. Get it up and going. Stay strong. Your D is counting on you. She obviously can't count on him right now.
You have to be strong for the both of you. Keep close to God and he will take care of you. He will see you through anything. Just stay close to him and remain faithful to him.
When you feel like screaming why God!!! try and take a deep breath. Then ask yourself... Can I release release this feeling. Yes or No doesn't matter. Then take another breath. Then ask your self when can I release this feeling. Try it a few times.
Hopefully it will help. When you ask God why, remember, he knows the future. None of us do. He may be preventing something worse from happening to you. Think about that. Maybe this is good because maybe if H was at home drinking and he took D in the car with him and they got into a horrible accident and D God forbid lost her life, that would be much worse. Maybe this time is being used to prevent something awful like that happening.
Also keep in mind, everyone has freewill. My W has told me that more than once and has told me that she decided to act on hers.
God gave us all freewill. He may be talking to your H. But if your H isn't listening, God is going to necessarily force his mind to change.
Now don't get me wrong, God can create situations that can change people's minds. I pray for that all the time for my W.
God, please create a situation that will change my W's mind and bring her back to you and heal our M.
I know God is listening. And I know he is putting things into place. I just don't know what those plans are or when they are set to move.
Just keep praying. Don't blame God. Accept God's love and ask him to show you what his plans are for you.
You already know his will is not for D to happen.
Be the best you can be. I think this photography business will be great for you.
Kevin
Me 36, W 37 M: 08/02/97 D13, D9 1st Bomb 02/08 Reconciled 04/08 2nd Bomb: 09/08 W filed for D 02/04/09 Separated 03/09 D dismissed 06/09/09 Still separated...