I was a little surprised by your "niceness" last week. It was kind of cool - I forgot how well we talked, and the silly stuff we used to laugh at. I enjoy hearing your stories. I miss "us".
I think the kids must've noticed the niceness too - maybe that's why S6 asked us if we were getting back together. I asked him why he said that, and he didn't know, but both he and D8 said they'd be so happy if we got back together. D8 even gave this great big sigh, and sort of whispered, "Oh YES!"
The situation isn't fair to them.
I do not want to, but since you are continuing your affair/whatever, I am filing for divorce. I owe myself and the kids some closure, and I need to be an example for them.
Also, I am not angry or bitter, but I do choose not to be friends. I cannot do that when you have refused to work on our relationship and marriage, and when you chose to have an affair - you just don't treat people that way - but I will be civil.
I love you, I love my kids, I love this family, and I would crawl through broken glass if it meant making us happy and whole.
