So H came over last night to pick up his mail and whatnot, and he was just in a horrible mood! He was complaining how he is so tired because he is so stressed out with everything going on (work, school, and financial things pertaining to the divorce). He looked TERRIBLE. I never have seen him so tired and depressed looking.
I, on the other hand did not change my mood at all! I was very proud of myself. I kept a light cheery attitude because that is how I was feeling before he came over. I asked him one time if he was ok and if there was anything he wanted to talk about and he said no, so I left it at that and continued talking about how great school was going and everything for me (because, it is).
I had some flowers (beautiful red and white roses) sitting in the kitchen that my friend gave me after her wedding reception this weekend. He would never say anything normally but this time he said: "Those flowers are really pretty. (yes he said "pretty") did you buy the vase too?"
I chuckled and said "No, I didnt buy those, they were given to me" (and proceeded to not tell him from who) lol. He didnt ask so I left him wondering.
When he left to go back to his moms I did not initiate a hug like I do. I said goodbye, hope he felt better later and I went on with my evening.
He called me on the way home to ask me some dumb random question. Felt like he wanted to say something else, but since he didnt, I told him I had to go because I was heading to bed.
He is draining to be around. Somehow I am sure he thinks its my fault for the way he is feeling which is hilarious.
I on the other hand am doing quite well. How do you think I did?
